Be strong .

I think you need some times alone.
To ponder to wonder,
why why and why Allah tests you with this kind of obstacle.
For you to do reflections maybe upon what you've done in the past :)

I know you can pass through this.
If Allah let you go through this, He'll surely help you pass this.
Be strong, you're not alone.
You have Allah, remember.
You're not alone.

"And He found you lost, and guided [you]”  Surah ad-Dhuhaa:7