is this what we call riya' ?

When you start counting the number of people who reblog/like your status more than counting your istighfar(repentance), when you start competing with others to get more followers, when you start feeling sad or jealous if no one or little people respond to what you’re sharing, when you care more what people may think about you more than Allah, I’m afraid dear brothers & sisters you are about to make amal for this dunya, for the sake of others than Allah. Well that is a major thing you need to take care of.

“When you see someone who is not as religious, remember that you were once on the edge of the fire, and it was Allah (swt)’s favor upon you to guide you. Arrogance will wipe away any goodness from the transformation.”

Note to self, astaghfirullah al-azim.

Move on, baby.

life itself is an art.
when things doesn't seem to be right, go left then.
believe, everything will alright at the end.
young girls should be told, they are too pretty to be ugly.

i ain't perfect girl.
i was before but not anymore.
when i'm still a red colored baby.
i made mistakes and still making it.
and i did repent but i repeated it.
and then i repent again and there come a circle of repeating and repent.
i don't know where i'm lack of to make such a confusing circle.
okay one, i'm lack at studies, and in life as well.

i have to face the reality indeed.
life is not a fairy tale.

what is the purpose once again.. of life?
enjoying every little second of head banging musics and rock and roll ?
crying regretting of whatever decisions that i have made ?

I had taste every little of that lagha thingy in life.
I even got scolded by the whole family for watching Korean variety shows, dramas and etc for 24-7 (2).
for wasting that precious time of mine in front of the laptop and hurting my eyes.

recently, i've been reading that hlovate new novel.
that 'contengan perjalanan'.
terkena atas batang hidung sendiri beb.
you wanna feel , you read.
give some effort to make a move.
give a chance to yourself to even recognize you.
to find that purpose of life.

that thingy,
guitar, piano, cds, excitement
were once my dreams.
to learn playing these instruments.
yes, i LOVE to hear musics
i said that music is my new best friend since they left me.
and yes, that is so very true.
since they left me and at that time i'm freaking missing them like crazy people.
but i'm not blaming them for leaving me lonely
this is life, He wants me to be strong.

to be able to stand alone.
and i almost at that point now, i don't miss them anymore.
but sometimes i do though.
yeah who cares. i have to move on.
you have to move on.

The past is a great place to visit but not a good place to stay. Move on baby.

Hati yang bersih.

macam mana nak jadikan hati ini bersih ?

1) ringan ringan kan kaki ke majlis2 ilmu.

2) elak kan pegi ke tempat2 yang lalai.

3) fikir, merenung, menghayati tanda tanda kebesaran Allah yang terlalu banyak kat atas muka bumi ni.

4) berusaha memaksa diri bagi menunaikan ibadat yg sebaik mungkin and istiqamah dalam melakukan 

    amal ibadat tuh.

5) hayati zikir serta maknanya.

InsyaAllah. A quote from a brother.

3) Fikir dan renung dan hayati tanda-tanda kebesaran Allah yang tak terhitung kat muka bumi nih.

Dekat tumblr banyak kot.

tak payah nak merantau sangat lah negeri orang.

Tumblr. where your eyes can wonder without cost-ing you anything.

and there, all you should do.

stop thinking about anything else.

watch how mesmerizing the pictures in front of ya.

dan di situ, anda boleh fikir, renung, hayati tanda tanda kebesaran Ilahi~

*tapi merantau lagi besh :P*

and even inspirational quotes :)