when things doesn't seem to be right, go left then.
believe, everything will alright at the end.
young girls should be told, they are too pretty to be ugly.
i ain't perfect girl.
i was before but not anymore.
when i'm still a red colored baby.
i made mistakes and still making it.
and i did repent but i repeated it.
and then i repent again and there come a circle of repeating and repent.
i don't know where i'm lack of to make such a confusing circle.
okay one, i'm lack at studies, and in life as well.
i have to face the reality indeed.
life is not a fairy tale.
what is the purpose once again.. of life?
enjoying every little second of head banging musics and rock and roll ?
crying regretting of whatever decisions that i have made ?
I had taste every little of that lagha thingy in life.
I even got scolded by the whole family for watching Korean variety shows, dramas and etc for 24-7 (2).
for wasting that precious time of mine in front of the laptop and hurting my eyes.
recently, i've been reading that hlovate new novel.
that 'contengan perjalanan'.
terkena atas batang hidung sendiri beb.
you wanna feel , you read.
give some effort to make a move.
give a chance to yourself to even recognize you.
to find that purpose of life.
that thingy,
guitar, piano, cds, excitement
were once my dreams.
to learn playing these instruments.
yes, i LOVE to hear musics
i said that music is my new best friend since they left me.
and yes, that is so very true.
since they left me and at that time i'm freaking missing them like crazy people.
but i'm not blaming them for leaving me lonely
this is life, He wants me to be strong.
to be able to stand alone.
and i almost at that point now, i don't miss them anymore.
but sometimes i do though.
yeah who cares. i have to move on.
you have to move on.
The past is a great place to visit but not a good place to stay. Move on baby.
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