Assalamualaikum wbt. hye :)
Umar : Kak.... Dulu ko slalu ambik gamba berdua-dua eh?
(Maklumlah suasana merdeka raya sekolah dorang)
Aku : Haaa? Hmmm, kakak taklah.. hmmm hmmm hmmm... Ko pun takyah la... Takyah la ikut orang sangat apa semua. Sebab amik gamba ngan perempuan kan....... Tengok macam Hamzah, tak pun blablablabla...
*berdua pulak tuu kan hmmm..
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It feels quite satisfying when you actually have some principles in life. And you stand for it. Though it might be the smallest thing in the world, but when you don't feel like it, then don't do it. Find the best reason not to do it.
As in my case, these actions... you know.. It is not appropriate for a woman (yang pakai tudung labuh walau aku ni bukannya baik sangat) take a picture with some random ajnabi guys.. Right?
Aku takut aku menjadi fitnah untuk perempuan-perempuan yang bertudung labuh yang jauh lebih baik dari aku. Aku takut... Aku mudah 'give in' to these guys.
You actually don't know this, but I'm quite fragile. Easily falling for someone who cares. *cehhhhh haha
But it actually the truth, and that's why I'm acting awkward and whatnot. While I know, I CAN not to be awkward. hehe
Allah knows better :D
And as for you girls and guys yang Allah love you sooo much, please don't be offended okay. This is my choice of my own made principle. We are improving and so are you.
*Dan ada juga masanya bila aku sendiri pun rasa mahu saja 'memakan' balik segala prinsip-prinsip tersebut. Moga Allah bantu kita untuk terus istiqamah, insya Allah.*
Kalau rasa perkara lama yang kita buat tu dah tak betul, tinggalkanlah :)
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